Goodness, i cant believe i'm here wanting to put my thoughts/feeling/etc on writting.

The previous entry was months ago and not much thought was brought forward. Then life was a drag. Nothing interesting to put in writing or worth for the brain to crack.

Forget about the past and move on with the present.

However, just now, i did something that normal me would not do. Was taking the risk. Well, as least to me, it was risky. Even though, it was only small little gesture, to me it was huge.

It was as simple as accepting the invite to webchat. I never did that to anyone other than the family. So, it was my first.

As crazy as it sounds, my heart just raced fast as i turned on the webcam. Gosh, what's happening. Maybe, i do have feelings for him. Which i deny couple of months ago. Something i havent felt in a long time and it was definately strong.

However, i kinda doubt of his feelings. He maybe flirty and a tease in our conversation and the next conversation, he sounded cold and distant. I dont know want to think of it.

I guess i should just wait and see what the future awaits for us.

If we're meant to be, then we would be together. If not, i should just be happy for him.

For now, i want to go to sleep. Hopefully filled with dreams of him and me.

Happy Valentine's Day
&
Happy Lunar New Year

all the bookings of flights n hotels have been finalised for march trip.

this time we will go to both islands.

we'll make a circle.

what a tiring day!

woke very early...4.30 am
left home @ 5.30am

flag cab n headed for sultan mosque.
subuh there.

then off to the coach...

we're going to desaru...

had breakfast at a restaurant in JB.

then we're off to Desaru Fruit Farm.

walked ard the farm..oso the mini zoo...

thn talk Bee talk..

bought lots of bee product
frm honey to pollen to royal jelly

lunch time...
huge spread of food...n of course fruits...

zohor at kota tinggi mosque...

off to one foods
pengusaha kek lapis sarawak....

all the makcik2 borong kek lapis...
kite2 only wait for the sample...

last destination...
plaza angsana.

im so excited....

just now attended UK breifing....

i cant wait to go to UK.

the briefing add more to my excitement..

we hav to finish our project b4 the trip..

so we can enjoy ourselves there..

plan to go all over uk n mayb some other neighbouring country...

Happy Birthday, Ayah!!

for the 2nd year in a row, ayah keje ptg on his birthday...
n once again ibu buat surprise tk menjadi...

why? bcoz it was too obvious...
slalu ayah balik rumah terang benderang...
tiba2 je gelap...

instead kiter je yg kene surprise....
bcoz he reach home late...

SURPRISE!!